TEA & LIFE

[ACE_Farkas]

This is a sad day for me just because i have to put this here and let all these good people here at AIR_ATTACK here thease problems....SORRY....

I am almost ready to fold up( cant take it no more) but its not going to get to me just yet.
i been trying trying so so much here to get this TEAM right.
and i will still try for a bit.

why not yet cause its been so much on my chest its crazy like you all know i been going back and forth to my mothers house seeing here suffer i can go there no more since about 4 days ago she cant get fed through her veins no more the veins are breaking open so now shes starving to death they said she should be dead in about 5 - 9 days shes only 50 pounds already and now no more feeding they figure starving here to death is a lot less pain and the real sad thing is is she is all there in her mind and knows whats going on i told here she can die now i will see you up there 1 day that was so hard to tell your mom . I did here her say in a very low voice and sad voice that she loves me i cant go there no more and see her skinny face  and here her scream so sofly for help it is totally crazy.
but what i am saying is that when she dies ill be happy and be able to be more involved here.so much will be lifted of my chest
SORRY M8s

[Temper]

Farkas, I can't begin to comprehend what you and your mom must be going through. I can only say my heart goes out to you both.

[skullbonz]

    I know it's been tough on you Farkas,hang in there m8,soon she will have peace. I am sorry that I can't bring myself to go see her right now m8,I want to remember her the last time I saw her,all smiles and shaking her finger at me.
    I also am sorry for leaving TEA during your trying times and adding to your burden. Relax for now and be there for the rest of the family,you are their rock, later on when things calm down you can concentrate on TEA & AA matters. Don't worry about BYB,I'll be there m8. Also don't worry m8,no more bad boy posts from me,lol.

                   
   

[ACE_Farkas]

Thank you Both for your concerns and thoughts and time for your reply's. that mean a lot to me .
Like i said also thank you for the times you did stand in for me for the BYB.
But i will be there for the Brawl for now on. like i said its only going to get better and things should look up soon.
THANK YOU ALL

[Gunfighter]

I am so sorry for your pain, I know we don't really know each other except when flying but I just want to say how sorry I am for your pain right now. You sound like a good son and I hope you find peace. Larry(TS_Gunfighter)

[Mrs_Mutley]

Our love and thoughts are with you

Neal and Maria
aka 'The Mutleys' x x

[Vipor]

My prayers go out to you and your mom as well as any other family.

That must be a very hard thing to accept and handle. I cannot imagine being the Dr(s) who are making this decision to just let someone of sound mind stave to death. I hope she is not in pain and would have thought that maybe some type of mind altering drug would help keep her from suffering.

It is times like this when real close to home situations make you truely understand what humanity is all about.

In His Care,

[j69o]

Farkas bro I lost my mom in 89, it was my call to turn off life support, after a 500 mile tirp I went into IC to see a ugly scene, I told them to turn this chit off now! My sister didn't have the courage to do it and my father was nowhere to be found!
Think of the good times bro, it will get you thru these bad times!
You have my prayers!
J

[JoKeR]

Farkas,


I'm so sorry to hear about this.  I know the pain you feel inside must be horrible.  I can't even comprehend how strong you have had to be through all of this.  All A can say is that we all share your pain in our own way.  Our prayers are with you and your family.  Hold your head high mate. 

JoKeR